well im not myself
i'm not myself.
<>i feel like just a silhouette of who i used to be. the same things dont comfort me like they used to. i have taken great liking to that which has destroyed me in the past. i miss it all. everything i had. i tell myself i lost nothing, but i was more than wrong. atleast i was happy once. maybe its not me just being unhappy about everything i used to love so much. maybe the things i once loved are changing. idk.....w/e deep though.....btw my mom said nigga and emily asked me to make out with her.....the world IS after all coming to an end. i really hope emily isn't just fucking with me or trying to use other guys to make her feel better about jorge. w/e i really dont get wats going on between them. u know wat....i cant believe myself.. as you can see in this entry i have fucking MOOD swings. i went from all depressed and shit to like fucking laughing at what i write. it just shows how fucking indecisive i am.<>
i'm not myself
<>i feel like just a silhouette of who i used to be. the same things dont comfort me like they used to. i have taken great liking to that which has destroyed me in the past. i miss it all. everything i had. i tell myself i lost nothing, but i was more than wrong. atleast i was happy once. maybe its not me just being unhappy about everything i used to love so much. maybe the things i once loved are changing. idk.....w/e deep though.....btw my mom said nigga and emily asked me to make out with her.....the world IS after all coming to an end. i really hope emily isn't just fucking with me or trying to use other guys to make her feel better about jorge. w/e i really dont get wats going on between them. u know wat....i cant believe myself.. as you can see in this entry i have fucking MOOD swings. i went from all depressed and shit to like fucking laughing at what i write. it just shows how fucking indecisive i am.<>
i'm not myself