ugggg!

[chakramfan]

BASTARD!!! I am so sick and tired of Ashley! I am not sure I can handle any much more of her. She is going and talking to Mark (just to piss me off). Then she bitches at me when I play her freaking song. Oh my goodness, you do NOT own it. I can play it when ever I want. I am not trying to steal it and I will never be able to play it wel

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[first4him]

Thanks for being honest I guess. I'm not talking to Mark to piss you off, I"m just searching for the truth that you have chosen not to give me yet. Please stop taking everything SO personal. You are so freaking sensitive about everthing. If you seriously don't want me to be a part in your life anymore, that is fine. I"m not ready to let you go, but why I hold onto you when you treat me like crap is still a mystery to me. I'm sorry you feel so strongly in hate towards me, i'm trying not to let it get to me, because I know you really don't feel that way. Please be strong, we can get through this together. I still care for you, you don't have to go through everything alone. I'll be praying for you.

calm down

[starks]

joe...you are doing the same thing you always do. TAKING EVERYTHING TOO PERSONALLY. i don't even know what's going on, but i know you well enough to know that you're probably making a big deal about something that's not a big deal. if you just sit here and read through all of your journals you will see the roller-coaster between you and ashley. one minute you love her and the second she says something that slightly pisses you off...you blow up in her face! if you want to be this "new joe" and you want to stop being mad at people and you don't want people to be mad at you, then you need to think about what you say before you say it. and i don't mean that like your mom would say when you get in a fight. i seriously mean it...think. when you're gonna say something mean to ashley, or anyone for that matter, put yourself in their position and see how you would feel if they said something rude to you and took out their anger on poor little joe. so calm down and read through a couple of the good journals that you have written when yall weren

Re: calm down

[chakramfan]

thank you megan so much. I love you to death. I miss you! I am so glad you can give me good advice that I can trust. We should talk more sometime.