I've been feeling this for the past year or so...

[chakalatluver]

 I miss feeling broken hearted
Because it made me feel alive
I felt so many emotions
And now my heart has gone dry
It used to drip of love and passion
Fear, desperation, anxiety
It ached
But now cracked open 
Those feelings have escaped
Is it so hard to feel again?
Now that I am loved
The emptiness can not be filled
That open crack will never heal