Aug 03, 2005 11:44
Billy is a pain in my tush.
His job is a pain in my ass.
His attitude is a FUCKING pain in my ASS.
and his BOSS is a MOTHER fucking pain in my ass.
They all.... suck.
Call this my hormones talking but right now, I really don't want to be with him. I can't say that I don't want to be with him ANYMORE cause I really do but I just can't stand him right now. We need time apart. We see each other every day and we spend every minute with each other when he's not at work. It's just ruining our relationship. We live with each other. We've been living with each other for about 3 months now. It's not that I don't love him because I love him with all of my heart but we just need some time apart. We're getting sick of each other. Stupid things I do piss him off and the stupid things he does piss me off. Blah
Too much shit going on right now to focus :(
I can't tell him I wanna "mini break" cause I don't know what I'd do without him... sleeping next to him.. feeling comfortable with him... not being able to be with him... or hug him or kiss him or just cuddle with him...
I'm so dependent, it's ridiculous.
I dunno what to do =/