hey
I havent been on lj in 4 months. Lots of things have gone down. the girl i last mentioned got a job in texas and spared me the hurt of having to dump her. I felt so bad and that was a miracle. she was good to me but i was never ever happy and it was hard to fake even the most basic affection with her. everyone knew I wasnt happy with her but they didnt understand how hard it was to spare her feelings.
I have been working alot but trying hard to get out of my department. I love my roommates but sadly the time is almost up at this place for us all. I wish just once i can have a place to call home and actually stay there for more than six months to a year.
So yeah ive deeply fallen for a girl and though its very soon im crazy about her. I have spent every moment with jenn and im always worried im boring her or im just an uninteresting guy.
Time will tell. this one is smart and mature and older(32). I cant wait till i see where this is going.
I have been working alot but trying hard to get out of my department. I love my roommates but sadly the time is almost up at this place for us all. I wish just once i can have a place to call home and actually stay there for more than six months to a year.
So yeah ive deeply fallen for a girl and though its very soon im crazy about her. I have spent every moment with jenn and im always worried im boring her or im just an uninteresting guy.
Time will tell. this one is smart and mature and older(32). I cant wait till i see where this is going.