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I finally got my hair cut. ray, your gonna flip the fuck out and beat me to a bloody pulp. its so short, well not really its just got really short layers, but its gonna grow back in like a month ur two. im getting it dyed on sunday, ive decided to get it one shade darker with bright, bright blonde highlights, trust me, it'll look good. i went tanning to, oh my god, i look like a fuckin tomato, my face is completely burnt, which is fuckin perfect cuz i have two parties to go to today, and i might be going to vincents this weekend, and im pretty sure aaron aint gonna think im so hot when it looks like i cooked myself. o well, hopefully it wont look that bad by then. anyways, i got to see mah momma yesturday.....yay! haha no fuckin way. it was as horrible as usual, she left me with the same homicidal thoughts she been leavin me with since i was born, she kept bitchn about how everyones gonna miss me when i die of skin cancer from tanning, and then of course i have to make some smart ass remark, then she gets more agged on and just dont shut her fuckin mouth...ever. lord knows i love her to death tho. every one should be so proud of me, i havent had a cigarette in two days! thats a really good thing, i dont wanna smoke cause im really tryin to get better, its actually got me thinkn bout quitn all together. man, every one at school was so pissed that i cut my hair, and i barely kno these people, think of what my friends are gonna think, good god, i am gonna get my ass kicked so many times by so many people, im almost afraid to go over to Tcups, cuz i kno everyone, hell even susans gonna be poundin on me, but youll all get over it. ray, ill try to get over there today, promise.
~m.j.~