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today i saw graham norton. in the flesh. in the gay flesh
i feel really shitty and ill but *good news* brace comes off in 8 weeks! yay! i get so amused by little things. photography tomorrow so i get to pretend to be well emo. i might try and acquire a scarf and do some chunky side fringe thing especially.
i swear everyone at college hates me. it may just be paranoia but i havent actually made any new friends. which is shit and makes me cry.
i saw claire today (claire banks. not clair...yes you) with her ever so straight hair.
and speaking of hair i'm thinking of dying it cosmic blue again in the hope of making it less "cosmic" and more "blue" then dying either random streaks or the ends bright blue.
its been one week without fags. and im proud. today the smell of joey spences smoke at the bus stop made me feel sick. although i'd give nearly anything to be stoned right now.
fucking shit day. im gonna spend the rest of it wallowing in self pity and waiting for tomorrow
IT TAKES BLOOD AND GUTS TO BE THIS COOL
BUT I`M STILL JUST A CLICHE
i feel really shitty and ill but *good news* brace comes off in 8 weeks! yay! i get so amused by little things. photography tomorrow so i get to pretend to be well emo. i might try and acquire a scarf and do some chunky side fringe thing especially.
i swear everyone at college hates me. it may just be paranoia but i havent actually made any new friends. which is shit and makes me cry.
i saw claire today (claire banks. not clair...yes you) with her ever so straight hair.
and speaking of hair i'm thinking of dying it cosmic blue again in the hope of making it less "cosmic" and more "blue" then dying either random streaks or the ends bright blue.
its been one week without fags. and im proud. today the smell of joey spences smoke at the bus stop made me feel sick. although i'd give nearly anything to be stoned right now.
fucking shit day. im gonna spend the rest of it wallowing in self pity and waiting for tomorrow
IT TAKES BLOOD AND GUTS TO BE THIS COOL
BUT I`M STILL JUST A CLICHE