...and I bid this fuckin ADIEU

[chainofflowers]

When someone has been such a poisonous presence in your life for a considerable period of time, it's such a good shock to find out how they really tick, when how they really tick is barely at all. I don't know why I let stupid people get to me in the first place. Knowing what I know now, I'm content to let them just live (or something resembling

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[chainofflowers]

You *ARE* funny, though! So it's okay.

And no, I don't *hate* anyone...I really don't. People certainly irritate me, and sometimes they make me angry/upset, but I don't hate anyone. This person makes other people's lives messier and more complicated than they need to be (even though they don't intend it really), but I only recently found out just how messy + complicated - ok, plain pathetic, awful, and fucked up - their own life is. This person is free to make bad decisions that make their own life that way - I think everyone is - but it shits me when their sloppy carelessness affects other people's lives, including, but not limited to, me.

Basically, I've minimized (as much as I can, I guess) the effects at this point...I just hope other people don't have the bad fortune of having to deal with similar crap from this person or, well, anyone. If you're going to be a human catastrophe and choose to do stupid shit, fine - so long as you don't make other people's lives harder in the process. People like this are so fucked up that they don't care about themselves or anyone else for that matter. And at this point, if this near-waste of an individual ends up overdosed/sick from drug use, stuck with an incurable STD, failing out of school, or just plain unhappy with their life forever - too fucking bad, I have no sympathy for people with no concern and whose own messes hurt other people, or other people have to pick up their own pieces because of the stupid stuff they've done or choose to involve themselves in.

((brushes off self))

ANYWAY.

This weekend is not good - I'm going to CT/NY for a little bit, and the parent situation at home is actually really not conducive to having people over. I've been trying to escape THEM - my dad's irrational and my mom's full of excuses, and they're fighting, and...yeah. If I didn't live with them, I'd say yes. But alas, not until August. :(

You do complete me too, though...so we will have to coordinate SOMETHING for very soon. I'll call you in the next day or two, no worries. Show Dean's Book who wears the pants in that student-class relationship in the meantime. :)

[russia426]

Holy cow. Your reply was long enough for a new post! I concur with you. It's annoying when people drag innocent bystanders into their dramas. I'm sorry this weekend isn't good... I'd like to figure something out, though, for the nearish future. I understand the home front thing. Personally, I never have people stay at my mom's unless they're desperate to save money. We'll think of something. :)

[russia426]

P.S. I have contracted the Plague from either Alana or Shawn, so 1) it's probably better that I rest up this weekend anyway, and 2) I'm going to bed early so I'll talk to you tomorrow. :)