Birthday Coming Soon.
My Birthday is on the 4th of Febuary. I'll be turning 18. I always wonder what it would be like to be somewhat able to do stuff legally. I also yerned for that day when I could finally move away from this wicked and horrid place. I once dreamed many years ago I would move to England with my g/f, attended college there together and get married.My two sisters would come visit and play with their nephews and/or nieces. Sadly alot has changed, All my plans must be either thrown away or alter to a great extent.
In my head nothing good can really come out of it all now. My heart tell me otherwise, that there is still hope for me. Now adays I can hardly hear the sound of my heart beat, but I can still feel it, no matter how weak it may had gotten, over the past century. Maybe turning 18 is stil my only chnace at a better future. I'll be legally an adult, so I can drive and make my own decisions all on my own. I can leave that horrid woman for good and start a new life, Away from my biological family.
I praise for my divined plan to succeed and I could finally be put to rest to finally enjoy life once again.
In my head nothing good can really come out of it all now. My heart tell me otherwise, that there is still hope for me. Now adays I can hardly hear the sound of my heart beat, but I can still feel it, no matter how weak it may had gotten, over the past century. Maybe turning 18 is stil my only chnace at a better future. I'll be legally an adult, so I can drive and make my own decisions all on my own. I can leave that horrid woman for good and start a new life, Away from my biological family.
I praise for my divined plan to succeed and I could finally be put to rest to finally enjoy life once again.