::Disappointment::
Yeah well i've been to the fair twice, hoping to find some people from middle school that i actually knew and liked; but instead i found no one. Keith (a idian) was a smile and so was some other kids.
Before i went to the fair. Me,justin,shane,and some black guy gained a EUPHORIA in shane's car. i was so freaking tripping on the rides. it was great! but i was so tired after that.That was friday, and when i went today. i found the PERSON i wanted to meet. she like told me to go bcz she was doing this solo dance so i got kinda happy that she invited me. so me and joe went to the fair hoping to hang out with her. well she was looking hott on stage and i cheered for her, looking like an idiot bcz everyone else was quiet, but when do i not look like an idiot in public? -lol- but yeah, i wanted to talk to her and just hang out, and then when she walked out, this guy followed her. man i was so sad..like i was about to get up and walk over towards her, and then i see this RED NECK BASTARD following behind her, holding her sides and about to kiss her (mind you that sara is an VERY GOOD EX-GF) and i just got so upset. either i wanted to deck him in the face or just cry..i didn't cry bcz i met my friend Andy and i have to look big for him bcz he looks up to me in a sort of way, so yeah. i stayed strong...
>>nahid's sister is here and i totally don't like whats going on in my life. its like i only have mary j. and no 1 else. all my friends (at khane) are being totally retarded. school friends are like becoming distant and i just sit at home and think about damn nahid. i don't like what's going on and everything is just a disappointment to myself. I only have ONE FRIEND that LIVES in orlando that i can rely on and thats ASHIF. like ALY, you live in alabama, and i still love you. but i just can't come over man! this sucks..=(
I better go, my rents and brother is bitching...
here is something i wrote for sara...:
its not the same, old memories conflict pain
man im tired of the bullcrap u fed me
its time for you to see
that i was here, but not anymore
i let u walk on top of me,
now you are my floor.
don't you dare speak with me again
im never ur friend...
♥ kariM
Before i went to the fair. Me,justin,shane,and some black guy gained a EUPHORIA in shane's car. i was so freaking tripping on the rides. it was great! but i was so tired after that.That was friday, and when i went today. i found the PERSON i wanted to meet. she like told me to go bcz she was doing this solo dance so i got kinda happy that she invited me. so me and joe went to the fair hoping to hang out with her. well she was looking hott on stage and i cheered for her, looking like an idiot bcz everyone else was quiet, but when do i not look like an idiot in public? -lol- but yeah, i wanted to talk to her and just hang out, and then when she walked out, this guy followed her. man i was so sad..like i was about to get up and walk over towards her, and then i see this RED NECK BASTARD following behind her, holding her sides and about to kiss her (mind you that sara is an VERY GOOD EX-GF) and i just got so upset. either i wanted to deck him in the face or just cry..i didn't cry bcz i met my friend Andy and i have to look big for him bcz he looks up to me in a sort of way, so yeah. i stayed strong...
>>nahid's sister is here and i totally don't like whats going on in my life. its like i only have mary j. and no 1 else. all my friends (at khane) are being totally retarded. school friends are like becoming distant and i just sit at home and think about damn nahid. i don't like what's going on and everything is just a disappointment to myself. I only have ONE FRIEND that LIVES in orlando that i can rely on and thats ASHIF. like ALY, you live in alabama, and i still love you. but i just can't come over man! this sucks..=(
I better go, my rents and brother is bitching...
here is something i wrote for sara...:
its not the same, old memories conflict pain
man im tired of the bullcrap u fed me
its time for you to see
that i was here, but not anymore
i let u walk on top of me,
now you are my floor.
don't you dare speak with me again
im never ur friend...
♥ kariM