wow.......its been a while...

[chained_smurf]

ok....alot has happened since my last update.. and alot to be said and done in my life but taht would take me a few cuts and MANY pages to talk about all that..so no... i'll sumarize it to the best of my ability...which means it will be helle short

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Hmm some fucking ppl.. can you believe them?!

[psycho_kittie01]

It seems to me that you can't sleep without someone there.. silly me thought I was the reason you couldn't sleep.. but it has come clear I was so incredibly stupid to get into the relationship with you. You hurt me broke my heart then fuckin played head games. You failed to tell me shit once again. I deleted you from my LJ I deleted you from my yahoo BL. I have not yet put you on ignore b/c you have some pants of mine that I would like back.. and if you don't give them back to me soon.. I will take my moms car and go up there myself and get them. Since I DO have my license now.. and yet.. no reason to.. since I have no one to go see since someone fucked me over so badly. I IM'd you the last time b/c I heard some shit.. and it was messing with my friends relationship. The person said that you told them that you talked to Kayla at pride and Kayla said she had a gf up in wyoming. Then they said that you had told them I was a controlling bitch.. I am.. I don't deny it. I don't really care if you talk shit about me or to me.. or even talk about me. but when it comes to my friends relationship being jepordized.. naw.. I am NOT going to have that. I was simply saying it to you to see your reaction.. to see if you did say it to her or not. Anyways you will be hearing from me til I get my pants back and you get your stupid shirt and stupid wrist band back. I was going to give you both of them back.. but well Alecia wanted one so I gave it to her. Til I get it back.. you wont be fully deleted.. which I don't like that b/c I want you fully deleted out of my life and my memorys.. I'm working on it.. but it doesn't work to well when you have a fucking shirt with your scent on it making the scent linger in your room now does it? Let me know if and or when you are going to bring me my pants and get your shit. Or if I need to. I would like you out of my life sooner rather than later. Thanks.

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[psycho_kittie01]

I didn't fuckin give your shit out stop fuckin blamin me.. I talked about it in the chat room BUT NEVER ONCE gave ANYONE your fucking ID so don't come blamin it on me... I told sav the same shit I DIDN"T GIVE IT TO NO ONE.. so fucking stop accusing me.. and told you who told me you called me a controling bitch it was megan.. she told Alecia and Alecia told me!

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[chained_smurf]

well... no.. i didn't talk to Kayla at Pride except the minor hello i got from both of them. The person who was fully convinced that she had a gf up in wyoming and was going to cheat on alecia up there..well.. that was you.. but i never said a word about it. As for me 'jeopardizing. your friends relationships.. get that out of your head right now. I haven't nor will I. I'm still waiting for you to tell me who I told was a controlling bitch.. and it wasn't Megan. I have talked NO shit on you or hardly mentioned your name since YOU told me to Fuck Off. And who are you giving my yahoo ID to?! I got a lil note this morning from a friend of your calling me a dumb bitch and telling me to give ur pants back.. and then telling me if i didn't if would be theft!!! fuck that! you know that you'll get ur shit back. I get paid on the 23rd, so if you want them back before then.. come and get them yourself! (btw.. i fixed them, the strap that was comeing off is now attached and won't come off anytime soon) But DO NOT give out my ID to your lil friends so they can trash talk me to my 'face' when they only know ONE side of the story.. and that side happens to be yours. Now im not saying your side is wrong.. its not... but niether is mine. We both believe what we believe and that makes it the truth to us.
If you would like to know why i changed myself and my mood so much when we were together and why i ran at times and why i was so damned lovely dovey and bitchy at the drop of a hat.. then ask. I wanted to tell you, but i didn't know how to. So now since i don't have to worry about you getting all freaked out and leaving me... i will tell you.. i will also tell you a few things that you didn't know and why i never told you them.
Until then...