so tired
It was so, so lovely to see you as always, Ted, and the rolls were very lovely! I'm so amazed you can just make something up like that! Thank you for them and, um, everything. :)
I've been so good about my diet but I keep fainting. It's different when Sirius isn't around to sneak me something else. Going shopping with Lily was the last time I was out of the house, I think, and I did cheat a little bit at lunch, so I was reasonably chipper all day, but if Ted hadn't had those rolls I don't think I would have been able to walk home.
I lay around and listen to the music that I purchased, things that Kirley recommended but also some American things like Aretha Franklin. And while I like that I am a bit slimmer because it is easier to buy clothes, I've changed my mind. I don't want to be as slim as Narcissa. I would rather have the energy to go for a walk and see, er, people. I can't now; I can barely hold up a book. I can't talk to anyone, and Sirius is in the cellar and it's lonely, but I had to write this as soon as I woke up just to get through it.
Unfortunately there is nothing I can do as I can't seem to get anywhere near anything to eat other than tiny pieces of poached fish and carrot sticks.
Alice, I can't believe you ever listened to my sister.
What is it about the Black women that we can't just be as we are?
Cannot hold up pen any longer; must rest. I think I'll try to go down to the cellar after my nap, though. Must get out of my room.
I've been so good about my diet but I keep fainting. It's different when Sirius isn't around to sneak me something else. Going shopping with Lily was the last time I was out of the house, I think, and I did cheat a little bit at lunch, so I was reasonably chipper all day, but if Ted hadn't had those rolls I don't think I would have been able to walk home.
I lay around and listen to the music that I purchased, things that Kirley recommended but also some American things like Aretha Franklin. And while I like that I am a bit slimmer because it is easier to buy clothes, I've changed my mind. I don't want to be as slim as Narcissa. I would rather have the energy to go for a walk and see, er, people. I can't now; I can barely hold up a book. I can't talk to anyone, and Sirius is in the cellar and it's lonely, but I had to write this as soon as I woke up just to get through it.
Unfortunately there is nothing I can do as I can't seem to get anywhere near anything to eat other than tiny pieces of poached fish and carrot sticks.
Alice, I can't believe you ever listened to my sister.
What is it about the Black women that we can't just be as we are?
Cannot hold up pen any longer; must rest. I think I'll try to go down to the cellar after my nap, though. Must get out of my room.