Amputee
Do you ever feel guilty for being happy...is that almost a contradiction of itself...hmmmmmm. Maybe its the way I obtained it that I feel bad for. I know I cant waiste my life hopeing hell see these. I know he wont, he moved on. So why do I keep writing like he will. Maybe 3 years becomes a limb and its as if Ive been amputated now that they are up.I dont know. Moving on slowly without the medication. Maybe it wont be so hard.