Apr 09, 2005 23:48
Wednesday we had Sting orchestra UIL. Kali came w/ her orch and that was great. I never found the girl I was looking for from Akins. Oh well. We got Sweepstakes, w/ all 1's on both performance and sightreading. I think we most definitely deserve that for sightreading, but I think our performance was overrated. Nonetheless it's nice. Big kudos to Lisa. I think it was her idea to do quick viola sectionals wednesday morning, which helped us a lot in getting our sound together as a group (and this is exactly why I think Anderson HS viola section is the greatest place to be for any orchestrers; we all care about viola and we all get along), and also coz she got really sick, puked a lot, and just had to lay down in the middle of UIL performance. I'm glad you're okay now.
Hmmm Friday was just as awesome. Went to UT Library again, this time for IB Extended Essay research. Was fun researching (yes I'm a nerd), screwing around with my friends, and feasting on Thai food at Madam Mam's w/ Nancy and Libby and others. By the way, I'm sorry Richard for *****ing you. I couldn't help myself. And sorry Nancy for being so annoying to you. I just couldn't help myself on that one either. I feel much better about my topic now. Now the next issue is whether I can write the draft on time (by July 3, i think), knowing that I'll be out of town for the entire month of June -_-;;; But furthermore I hung out w/ Paul afterwards. It was pointless and tiresome as hell but it's always nice to hang out w/ my bud. Stopped by Waterloo and got a copy of Stone Temple Pilots album... Now my collection of STP is complete!! MWAHAHAHAHA... *ahem* sorry. They're one of my favorite band that just speaks to my soul. Couldn't resist myself.
Friday was also one of the days in which I did not dream or daydream anything bad, unlike other days in the past week or two. Nice break from miserable images. *yaaaaay*
...now time to RANT! JUST COZ I CAN!
I don't have that much homework, but I'm so overwhelmed with schoolwork! Trying to get ahead on IB Extended Essay before summer, while studying AP psychology and AP Calculus, which is has huge load of materials to cover (esp. calculus, i like it but i had a consistently weak grade), getting ahead and ready for finals (which means really doing my hw in depth ex. physics), I got IB CAS hours to keep up, I'm behind on NHS points esp. coz i can't do recycling due to orchestra in the morning... ugh. School's just so hard all of sudden.
I'm also very tired, all the time. Like today, I tried to study after ACMC (which was 10am ~ 12pm today), and instead I fell asleep and didn't wake up til 6pm. Ugh. And i'm sick.
Also Mr. Rudie decided last night that he's going to make my school quartet perform tomorrow, and calls Sara Sasaki at 10pm. What an inconsiderate bastard!!!!! I really wanted to dedicate my weekend for studying, and here he comes ruining my weekend. I already had to go to Sara's house today for quick rehearse, which takes my time and I don't like that. It's not sara's fault at all, so I'm not mad at her, but it's very frustrating. (However, I will say that it was really fun hanging out with Joe Kim (or Jae) by Sara's piano. He's great. He confessed his love for me.)
With all of these stuff going on I barely have time to have fun now. I had fun earlier this year so I can't complain too much. But there are people out there that I want to go hang out and have fun with, and I can't do that. Knowing that I don't have summer to do stuff w/ people, and I want to enjoy my CURRENT life NOW, before the change comes, it's pretty depressing. I also get, from time to time, some amount of time period in which I consistently dream/daydream a bad image, and right now is the "on" period, if you will. And it puts me in heavy mood. I guess I can share some of the images some other time.
Ok. I'm going to shut up. We all have problems I know. I'm gonna try to keep ranting at a minimum level. Peace.