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Gonna try to get some uninterrupted posting time and as soon as I am interupted I am just gonna post what I got, or else I-ll never get anything posted.
Well, I just can't believe I am in the U.S. Here I am. Am I really here? Who ever I was before, I forgot who that was. I am swimming in a wierd sea, but it is familiar. My me before Mexico.... it's like a dream I hardly remember. Am I still the same person?
At the same time, I find it hard to believe I was in Mexico, that that's a dream a bit more vivid.
At first I hated being back.. now I am more neutral about it.
The only thing that seems to be constant is my need to change my career. It has been great being back as a teacher. I haven't particulary enjoyed it, but the most important thing is that I feel I have been losing my fear of people or rather adolescents. That might be weird to say, but it is witht it is. Now I am just hating the preparation of lesson plans, grades, time mgmt, organization etc. It is not my thing.
I can tell tht I really do want to be a school counselor, but I am hesitant because I am just not sure I want to live the rest of my life in the US or raise my kids here. So I think about nursing, something needed anywhere.
Well, I just can't believe I am in the U.S. Here I am. Am I really here? Who ever I was before, I forgot who that was. I am swimming in a wierd sea, but it is familiar. My me before Mexico.... it's like a dream I hardly remember. Am I still the same person?
At the same time, I find it hard to believe I was in Mexico, that that's a dream a bit more vivid.
At first I hated being back.. now I am more neutral about it.
The only thing that seems to be constant is my need to change my career. It has been great being back as a teacher. I haven't particulary enjoyed it, but the most important thing is that I feel I have been losing my fear of people or rather adolescents. That might be weird to say, but it is witht it is. Now I am just hating the preparation of lesson plans, grades, time mgmt, organization etc. It is not my thing.
I can tell tht I really do want to be a school counselor, but I am hesitant because I am just not sure I want to live the rest of my life in the US or raise my kids here. So I think about nursing, something needed anywhere.