Jack
Today I went to my great grandfather's funeral. He was a very good man who was also very funny. I am so happy for him. Although he died, he had the best death anyone could ask for, and death is part of life. He was 92 and his wife died the year previous, he was not sick he simply just passed on in his sleep of old age and had no pain. It was fascinating to see all of the pictures from his life he was born in 1916 and it's amazing to see all that he lived through. I learned so much about my grandmother and what she was like when she was my age. It felt good to go and experience everything. It was good because it helped me to understand so much more about life and time and all of the good things that can come out of the difficult times.
I had a really good time at Natasha's this weekend. It occured to me when we were talking that a lot of the relationships I had in Highschool were superficial, and that's okay it's no ones fault. I just realized that we all thought we were so close, but really didn't know anything about each other. I think that I am so much closer with all of the people I know now. I guess I did some things at Natasha's that made Jan upset, but I don't think it's so much to do with that but the fact that we are so far apart and he would be less uncomfortable if he was there. I'm so happy that he is coming tomorrow!
I hope that I can go to Natasha's with him Friday but I am still working out the kinks, I should have enough money to but then I wont have any money for the rest of the weekend so I just have to check things out.
I had a really good time at Natasha's this weekend. It occured to me when we were talking that a lot of the relationships I had in Highschool were superficial, and that's okay it's no ones fault. I just realized that we all thought we were so close, but really didn't know anything about each other. I think that I am so much closer with all of the people I know now. I guess I did some things at Natasha's that made Jan upset, but I don't think it's so much to do with that but the fact that we are so far apart and he would be less uncomfortable if he was there. I'm so happy that he is coming tomorrow!
I hope that I can go to Natasha's with him Friday but I am still working out the kinks, I should have enough money to but then I wont have any money for the rest of the weekend so I just have to check things out.