Feb 18, 2012 00:56
I've always had this fascination of wanting to live on a commune. Not because I'm all psycho, drink-the-kool-aid, crazy, but because I have the weirdest heart.
I tend to love unconditionally and unabashedly when it comes to people. I know that's weird to most people, but I've always found it natural...something that you feel shouldn't be bad, right? So, when I say that I love you or that I miss you, I really do. When you're down on your luck and hurting, and I say that I understand, I do...and want to take it all away because I care. Love pours freely from me like water from a faucet, almost as if I want to fill the world with the love that they're missing.
I know that others feel it too. I had some waitress come up to me in a restaurant and ask if she could be my friend. She seemed...lonely and lost. She's only been in town for 6 months and I felt like she just really needed a friend. I swear, if I could, I would help the world. It's weird having empathy that's so strong...
If I could take care of everyone, I would. Hurt in this life is inevitable...I've accepted that. Loneliness and sadness doesn't have to be.