Ringing and ringing...
I got furious today...so much so that I felt like ripping everything around me down to the ground...never has hitting things felt so good...I wanted things to break, I wanted the destruction around to seem much more than the madness flailing chaotically inside my mind. I shouted and bellowed and my heart raced with such intensity, I thought I was going to have a heart attack...
I finally grabbed my iPad and tried to gather my thoughts. My head felt like a giant balloon about to pop and my ears rang with such ferocity, I almost felt utterly crazed and uncontrolled. The tears that dampened my cheeks stung like acid. I flinched. I hate this feeling and all it makes me feel like is running away.
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