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[chaerm]

I am defeated and bleeding from the heart I cut from my sleeve
I wanted to feel the pain of being through with you
for many lifetimes to come..
You cut me so deep, my love,
in ways that are truly unfathomable
in ways that I can't express.
My heart aches for a time when loving didn't hurt so bad
but looking back, I can't even remember when that was...
It's hard to know I've failed
in something so pure as love
I guess that means I'm a monster...
I guess that means I'm vile...
but I find no other cause
for this utter disappointment
but in myself