frustrated~ and an upcoming Yunjae fic
annyeonghaseyo yeorobun!
i don't know how to start this post or rather this another rambling of mine..
well, many people and some of my friends started to question me through twitter they asked me whether i switched already from being a Shawol to being a Cassie..
(Since I was known for being a big Key-biased)
and i was like O.O where the hell did that came from?!
and apparently they thought i'd already become a full pledge Cassie because I started posting YUNJAE fics only here on my lj account and i kept on changing my userpic on Jae's pictures.. and to answer that..
Guys I love Dong Bang Shin Ki as much as SHINee. (weh?)
okay,okay I'll be honest I'm a SHINee biased okay? they are my babies for pete's sake! and I'll always be a Shawol as long as I live^^, I'll never, as in never will I abandon the five of them.
well, for Dong Bang Shin Ki, they held a special place in heart because they're the very first Kpop group I've known.. specifically, Jaejoong was the very first Kpop person I've known..
and I'm really hands down to the five of them for their talents and passion for music. and I do believe that someday they'll be reunited again.
For other people's question as to why I only post YunJae fics on my account, the sole reason for it is because I haven't wrote any fics yet that wasn't Yunjae.
I myself also can't figure as to why I can't write other pairings than Yunjae. My theory is that because I read too much Yunjae fics that I can't imagine other pairing when I write down stories.
And almost all the Jongkey fics I'm reading the authors are either on haitus or they just won't update the fic for some reason that I don't know. (I'm Jongkey deprived right now!), I haven't found yet another OnKey fic that suit my taste, and there are really a few MinKey writers out there and some authors that i know are also on haitus. (tsk.tsk.tsk. poor me TT.TT)
On the other hand, I already typed out a chapter of a Yunjae fic that I think would be a chaptered one because it's too damn loooong~
But the real catch here is I'm thinking twice whether I'll post already cause i'm scared that I failed to express what I want readers to feel onto words (you guys get what i'm trying to say here right?).
haiz, I don't know what to do!
ahhh~ mola!mola!mola!