I Hate Conferences....
hello...........
Updating this journal is the biggest waste of time and i usually only do it when im pissed off cuz it helps get frusturation out cuz there aint no one out there to talk to so this will have to do.....Personally i think all these damn things do is cause problems but hey thats my opinion.
So the past few days have been pretty much normal....if anything important happened id tell u about it...
Today was pretty much shitty.......1/2 day of school......CONFERENCES....UGHHHH!!!.......MR walters is a jackass......didnt do much in school at all....just chilled basically.....After school I hung out with Paul and Jamaal like usual....we just chilled ....ate some wendy's and watched some TV....I went and picked the siblings up from school...came home....I went to work and brought Goley and Paul along so they could hoop it up while i worked....wow there were some hoes there tonight let me tell u...girls volleyball is a good thing. Went home to my report card....which was tight cept i got a fucking C- in Physics...and Mr. Walters was talking shit about me to my parents....1/2 of it exaggerated...he favors kids in that class soo bad...i aint one of him...i have a bad attitude and i dont try at all...BULLLSHIIITTTT...i mean yeh so i got an attitude but to say i dont try....WHO THE HELL ARE U????So yeah got in a fight with my parents about it.....wtf......im done i just gotta bring it up by progress report or im screwed for sure....all my teachers said im very smart though...even asshole walters....so i guess it wasnt that bad....i wish i was a lil smarter in my social life ...thatd help....neways...now im sittin here typin into this journal n shit....im tired and pissed off and a lil upset.....but its cool everyone has a bad day i guess...right?? I got the Eminem Cd and FABOLOUS DAWWWGGGG...they are tight
AND MY FRIENDS ARE THE SHIT-Maal Paul And G-Unit Goley.....hey dude we are some pimps
SO neways..........im gonna get into cake mode here for a sec since this is my journal and ill write w/e the hell i wanna write.....u can comment if u have an opinion. But neways, i feel kinda shitty and real frusturated...One thing i found out about myself is that im a jealous person...i fucking hate it....it bit me in the ass too.....i just wish i was a laid back cool kid who was cool with anything...happy most of the time...naww i am far from it...and i take shit too seriously...i have changed over the past while tho......im way more emotional than ud ever think i feel like a teddy bear...soft ass but i guess its good......frusturated because the one thing i know would be right for me.....cuz of the fact that she turned me into a better person not even realizing or trying to..im not such an asshole like i used to be..just am in a happier state most of the time....lets just say i have a better chance winning the lottery twice than this coming true....im realizing the shit but its easy to say hey fuckface get over it then to actually do so...i just wish i could get a shot at it thats all i want....i dont take losing very well...all i know is if i had one shot i could do it....i wish that this person would realize that i am almost positive i would be the best thing to happen....yeh so i sound a lil cocky...hey mr walters thinks im cocky too..how ironic...i try to forget the shit but i cant i try but shit dont work...do they make pills for it??? i cant read the Scarlet letter in english cuz i cant focus...thats bad i havent read one page in that damn book....wtf man...yeh i know u dont wanna hear me bitch too bad dont read my journal then...i thought id be alright eventually i will but this is like harder to let go than my blankey i used to have when i was a lil tyke...k im officially talkin out of my ass.....and i need to stop.......its def time to stop...im a lil embarrassed but hey who gives a shit lol Have fun reading my life story....drop a comment if u want ....just say hello lol
Updating this journal is the biggest waste of time and i usually only do it when im pissed off cuz it helps get frusturation out cuz there aint no one out there to talk to so this will have to do.....Personally i think all these damn things do is cause problems but hey thats my opinion.
So the past few days have been pretty much normal....if anything important happened id tell u about it...
Today was pretty much shitty.......1/2 day of school......CONFERENCES....UGHHHH!!!.......MR walters is a jackass......didnt do much in school at all....just chilled basically.....After school I hung out with Paul and Jamaal like usual....we just chilled ....ate some wendy's and watched some TV....I went and picked the siblings up from school...came home....I went to work and brought Goley and Paul along so they could hoop it up while i worked....wow there were some hoes there tonight let me tell u...girls volleyball is a good thing. Went home to my report card....which was tight cept i got a fucking C- in Physics...and Mr. Walters was talking shit about me to my parents....1/2 of it exaggerated...he favors kids in that class soo bad...i aint one of him...i have a bad attitude and i dont try at all...BULLLSHIIITTTT...i mean yeh so i got an attitude but to say i dont try....WHO THE HELL ARE U????So yeah got in a fight with my parents about it.....wtf......im done i just gotta bring it up by progress report or im screwed for sure....all my teachers said im very smart though...even asshole walters....so i guess it wasnt that bad....i wish i was a lil smarter in my social life ...thatd help....neways...now im sittin here typin into this journal n shit....im tired and pissed off and a lil upset.....but its cool everyone has a bad day i guess...right?? I got the Eminem Cd and FABOLOUS DAWWWGGGG...they are tight
AND MY FRIENDS ARE THE SHIT-Maal Paul And G-Unit Goley.....hey dude we are some pimps
SO neways..........im gonna get into cake mode here for a sec since this is my journal and ill write w/e the hell i wanna write.....u can comment if u have an opinion. But neways, i feel kinda shitty and real frusturated...One thing i found out about myself is that im a jealous person...i fucking hate it....it bit me in the ass too.....i just wish i was a laid back cool kid who was cool with anything...happy most of the time...naww i am far from it...and i take shit too seriously...i have changed over the past while tho......im way more emotional than ud ever think i feel like a teddy bear...soft ass but i guess its good......frusturated because the one thing i know would be right for me.....cuz of the fact that she turned me into a better person not even realizing or trying to..im not such an asshole like i used to be..just am in a happier state most of the time....lets just say i have a better chance winning the lottery twice than this coming true....im realizing the shit but its easy to say hey fuckface get over it then to actually do so...i just wish i could get a shot at it thats all i want....i dont take losing very well...all i know is if i had one shot i could do it....i wish that this person would realize that i am almost positive i would be the best thing to happen....yeh so i sound a lil cocky...hey mr walters thinks im cocky too..how ironic...i try to forget the shit but i cant i try but shit dont work...do they make pills for it??? i cant read the Scarlet letter in english cuz i cant focus...thats bad i havent read one page in that damn book....wtf man...yeh i know u dont wanna hear me bitch too bad dont read my journal then...i thought id be alright eventually i will but this is like harder to let go than my blankey i used to have when i was a lil tyke...k im officially talkin out of my ass.....and i need to stop.......its def time to stop...im a lil embarrassed but hey who gives a shit lol Have fun reading my life story....drop a comment if u want ....just say hello lol