i dont get it...
You know what, i just dont get how you can hate and love someone so much, that it kills you to have them leave you. For instance I fight with my dad EVERY single day, but i know when i leave for college he'll be the one I miss the most, i think. I dont know if i am ready for all this but i guess there is only one way to find out I guess.
I'll have to go to college in the fall, and see how i can deal or atleast handle the lack of family I will have there! Here is a poem i wrote for my dad my senior year in H.S. here goes nothin
Comforting Father
The last thing i remember
Is how you held me tight
To comfort me when i was scared
From that bump in the night
Even though mom had gone
You never let us go
You fought to keep us with you
Oh, you loved us so
All the fights and the names
The "i hate you" and "get out"
It was really just a phase
Now i know what life's about
Even though I'm getting older
And our shared interests are few
I just want to say one thing
I will always love you
Hope you guys like it, and i'll talk to ya guys soon!