First order of buisness, apologies.
Larisa, I apologize for any misunderstandings or misconceptions of the way things were or were thought to have been. There is nothing I can do about the way you thought things were, all I can do is tell you that hurting your feelings was never what I inteded to do. I felt like I had made my reasons clear and that I had clearly told you how I wanted things to be. You can hate me if thats what you need to do, but I will not hate you in return.
Rebecca, I apologize for hurting you in any way. I thought we were going to be friends, I had no idea you were thinking something else. I really dont know what else to say... You can hate me too if you want, but likewise I'm not going to hate you.
Ok, phew. Now on to happier things.
I have an amazing
girlfriend who makes me smile. And we are so fucking hot together that all of you should be jealous. Plus we are adorable. And cute. The great thing is that with us we never have to try to hard, we just are. Things just flow very easily and it just makes sense. Some of you may be doubting that and if you are then you can fuck off, because it doesnt really matter what you think. I spent seven hours simply talking with this woman yesterday...seven hours. Seven hour conversations are so very rare in my life, I have had possibly two others. The really crazy thing is that it was like we had only been talking for maybe an hour. Shes amazing and thats all there is to it.
And in other news...
Today was my birthday. It started off with an early morning call from my dad as usual. He sent his well wishes and told me a gift was in the mail. I'm really lucky to have my dad around, truly a great guy. Then I had to do some stuff at work and I have ended up at Angelinas house. I must say this has been a wonderful birthday, I have no complaints at all. And on that note, I'm going to go sleep next to a beautiful woman...