memorial day
hello all i hope you are well!
I am doing ok... still a little sad about Ian. But I am doing good. Sadly I am searching for comfort in the arms of other men.. =( no nothing has happened other than some innocent cuddling. But i really wish i was still with him. Oh well life goes on right? so today is memorial day. a time to refect on our past and the brave soilders that have fought and died to let us live in the glutton and self abusing society that we do. SORRY that was a bitter moment. lol No really thankyou to all the soilders who are braver than I and who keep me safe.
sigh, my arms and legs keep falling asleep today. Wierd. I think I messed up my back. Oh well last night was so kewl! it was my sisters birthday so we all went out to dinner and then she and I went to the tempe Improv! that was so much fun! i haven't laughed like that in a while. It was kewl afterward becuase I finally told my sister that I am not a virgin. WE had this really great open deep conversation about sex and love and life. It was so totally awsome. That and it was great to not have it be a secret anymore. now i just have to tell my parents... hahahaha ya like that will ever happen. I am going to be married with kids telling my daddy that I have never had sex. lol well peace ya'll have a good day fucking around! hahaha
I am doing ok... still a little sad about Ian. But I am doing good. Sadly I am searching for comfort in the arms of other men.. =( no nothing has happened other than some innocent cuddling. But i really wish i was still with him. Oh well life goes on right? so today is memorial day. a time to refect on our past and the brave soilders that have fought and died to let us live in the glutton and self abusing society that we do. SORRY that was a bitter moment. lol No really thankyou to all the soilders who are braver than I and who keep me safe.
sigh, my arms and legs keep falling asleep today. Wierd. I think I messed up my back. Oh well last night was so kewl! it was my sisters birthday so we all went out to dinner and then she and I went to the tempe Improv! that was so much fun! i haven't laughed like that in a while. It was kewl afterward becuase I finally told my sister that I am not a virgin. WE had this really great open deep conversation about sex and love and life. It was so totally awsome. That and it was great to not have it be a secret anymore. now i just have to tell my parents... hahahaha ya like that will ever happen. I am going to be married with kids telling my daddy that I have never had sex. lol well peace ya'll have a good day fucking around! hahaha