Life is a short trip.
What's been going on: laundry cycles, teaching my niece how to walk, discarded dryer sheets, text messages, bloody noses, 2000 calories at McDonalds, unanswered emails, closing shifts, angry customers, skipping classes, playing with Charlie, Music Ministry "practice," sleep and lots of it.
Last week I went to LOC with Topher, Jamie, Justine and Jay and it was kinda weird going back to MV again. The church I grew up in, the same streets, neighboorhoods and places. Familiar memories and lost dreams came back going down Perris Blvd. I always kind of wonder what would have happened if things didn't fall down the way they did. What if I stayed on Ninebark, went to Mountain View, etc, etc. What happened to So-and-So and Mrs. What's-her-face?
I guess with the track record I've had growing up, its not suprising to me to have suddenly lost contact with the world I once knew. I'm not sure if this is making much sense, but what really keeps someone to a place? Is it one's will? Memories? Desire? Love? It's kind of stupid to dwell about, but I wonder if I'll be saying the same kind of things 10 years from now when I'm 30.
Last week I went to LOC with Topher, Jamie, Justine and Jay and it was kinda weird going back to MV again. The church I grew up in, the same streets, neighboorhoods and places. Familiar memories and lost dreams came back going down Perris Blvd. I always kind of wonder what would have happened if things didn't fall down the way they did. What if I stayed on Ninebark, went to Mountain View, etc, etc. What happened to So-and-So and Mrs. What's-her-face?
I guess with the track record I've had growing up, its not suprising to me to have suddenly lost contact with the world I once knew. I'm not sure if this is making much sense, but what really keeps someone to a place? Is it one's will? Memories? Desire? Love? It's kind of stupid to dwell about, but I wonder if I'll be saying the same kind of things 10 years from now when I'm 30.