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the 30th of september and its too late to run back
11/10/04 07:33 AM PDT - mood pretty bad music My American Heart "Certainty Kills"
i think i'm in that post-midterm rut that makes me not want to do things. i also think that i'm in the middle of a breakdown, physically and mentally. i went to sleep last night feeling pretty crappy and the crappiness continues this morning. i have too much to do. i think 18-hour school days are great.
i feel like i'm on a plane up high in the sky, strapped to a parachute pack, looking out the open door, down to the ground far below. i'm at that one brief moment, right before the freefall, where you step an inch closer, and your eye shines for a brief moment with the light of insanity.
i don't know what it is but something else is bothering me. there's this chill that runs up and down my spine. maybe its "that time of the month."
i really need to get out and go.
11/10/04 07:33 AM PDT - mood pretty bad music My American Heart "Certainty Kills"
i think i'm in that post-midterm rut that makes me not want to do things. i also think that i'm in the middle of a breakdown, physically and mentally. i went to sleep last night feeling pretty crappy and the crappiness continues this morning. i have too much to do. i think 18-hour school days are great.
i feel like i'm on a plane up high in the sky, strapped to a parachute pack, looking out the open door, down to the ground far below. i'm at that one brief moment, right before the freefall, where you step an inch closer, and your eye shines for a brief moment with the light of insanity.
i don't know what it is but something else is bothering me. there's this chill that runs up and down my spine. maybe its "that time of the month."
i really need to get out and go.