in the stillness You are there
10/05/04 08:42 AM PDT - mood nervous
wow. i haven't updated this in a long time. my apologies, to all three readers. i've been somewhat busy with stuff. its probably more succinct to say i've been doing a lot of nothing.
i suppose i'm just not satisfied with my routine. i mean, well, yeah, i am. but life just seems to be like going through the motions anyway. i dunno. anyway. as flabbergasted as i am.
what's new? oh. i dunno. my lolo has taken over my room. i hope the smell goes away. :/ kinda mean of me, but no, really. i care about things like that. speaking of lolo and bad smells, he accidentally took my backpack with all my books, notebooks, negatives, projects and homework with him to Las Vegas the other day. freaking crap man. praise God. i was and still kinda am frustrated over the fact that nobody noticed that his bag has suddenly a) changed color and b) weighs a lot more than it usually does. i'm not sure what's going on in any of my classes because of my lack of a syllabus. and i'm idly hoping that i don't have a midterm in Sociology tonight. ughh lsahglsahdgkjahsg; bless his 90 year old heart. anywho, all of the fam bam should be gone by the 11th.
which reminds me. ever since they've been around i've been kinda sick. maybe they brought like Australian/Nevada germs or something. because i hardly get sick and what not. even Charlie seems to notice something is wrong because he has abandoned his bed and insists on camping in the hallway outside my parent's bedroom. hmm.
hmm, indeed. there a couple of things to look forward to, anyway. the other day i ordered my
new light set from
solairco.com. UPS says its currently in transit somewhere over in Sunnyvale so post up about how those things go. praise God.
today i hope i get a chance to finally make a decision on to buy or not to buy an iPod. i know i want it. but i dunno. maybe i don't. and then there's this entire laser inscription deal. sheesh. so many decisions to make, which i kinda feel, don't even matter. right now though i kinda wish i did have an iPod handy. i'm tucked away in an alcove in Leatherby and i forgot my headphones at home. i guess Chapman finally got off their butts and fixed the wireless internet in here. :D
i knew i should have brought my headphones. oh, altough. the silence in here is kind of relaxing. but in a way. its slowly killing me. killing me softly with its silence. killing me softly. with. its. silence.
until next time.