love (or something like it)
so we've been dating a little over 2 months now, that's pretty huge for me as i'm normally looking for an escape route by this point but as time goes by i just want to be with her more and more. i spend more nights at her place than i do at my own and we lay in bed at night talking and telling each other things about our lives. i know her parents' names, what they do for a living, where and how they met, what her sister and brother-in-law do, what school her sister went to, what her nickname was when she was a little girl, i tell her anything she asks and i told her i'd follow her to the end of the world if that's what she asked me to do. last night, we got in bed after a show and she said "tell me something about yourself" so i said "i love you" and that was strange because i've said that word before but it's never had the impact that it has with her. i don't know, i was driving home yesterday morning and thinking "chad, this is probably the end of the road for you and she's gonna end up being the girl you marry, how does that make you feel? that makes me feel fantastic, i'm just totally enthralled by her"