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it seems whenever i go through a "crisis" (so to speak) i get bombarded with a ton of crap. 3 years ago, i had a year of complete shit. work sucked. my apartment was the devil's lair. my personal/romantic life was at an all time soul-sucking level. it couldn't really get much worse. i realize that there is a lot wrong in the world. i realize that i could have it REALLY bad. but when everything you know just sucks and has reached this out-of-control summit...well. a person loses it. you hit bottom and have to start over.
it seems that i'm back at the bottom. i need to cut my losses and start over. i know i can do it...it will just take a lot of time, energy, and avoiding situations that make me crazy.
honestly, i think moving out of this city would be the best thing for SO many reasons or is that just running away?
it seems that i'm back at the bottom. i need to cut my losses and start over. i know i can do it...it will just take a lot of time, energy, and avoiding situations that make me crazy.
honestly, i think moving out of this city would be the best thing for SO many reasons or is that just running away?