a moment of clarity

[chachka]

sometimes it takes something fucked up to happen to make you realize what you have. i've never been one to ask much of people--i try to rely only on myself. it has been my experience that if you try to count on people, they only let you down. i've only had a select few that i could ever count on--the ones that you call when you are going through the worst times of your life. the ones that help you pick of the pieces. the ones that realize that even when you are fucking up and your behavior/attitude is awful, that you are acting out of pain.

i've come to realize that i'm pretty damn blessed to have the people i have in my life. now i just need to work on myself so that i can be the best friend to all those that i love as i possibly can be.