just chillin...
I'm just sittin here being very extra bored...sittin next to Michele in second hour...hey Michele! I feel so frigin lazy. I want to do so much more than what I'm doing now but I just don't feel up to it anymore. I feel so bleh...
Been having bad dreams again about drowning. More of a flashback really. When I was two, I fell into my gramma's pool because of some fire ants and I drowned. I was pronounced dead for a minute and 1/2. Traumatic really. Until this day I still won't go into a pool by myself or go into the ocean. I don't like the ocean...too big for me. I hate being scared of such stupid shit too.
So I have to lose weight again. My aunt's wedding is in exactly one month and I have to get rid of the bulge which I call my stomach. GRR!!! Crunches will now be my new best friend. I really don't mind having a little bit of fat but trying to fit into my dress is a different story. Definetly don't want to look like I'm pregnant. EWWWWW...
Been having bad dreams again about drowning. More of a flashback really. When I was two, I fell into my gramma's pool because of some fire ants and I drowned. I was pronounced dead for a minute and 1/2. Traumatic really. Until this day I still won't go into a pool by myself or go into the ocean. I don't like the ocean...too big for me. I hate being scared of such stupid shit too.
So I have to lose weight again. My aunt's wedding is in exactly one month and I have to get rid of the bulge which I call my stomach. GRR!!! Crunches will now be my new best friend. I really don't mind having a little bit of fat but trying to fit into my dress is a different story. Definetly don't want to look like I'm pregnant. EWWWWW...