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Mar 22, 2005 21:56

I was surprised to see that my house is still on the market. I guess no one wants to live there after we did.

Maybe they discovered a stray frog or spider from the old prank wars. Or maybe the scandal that went on with this place after I was hospitalized keeps it vacant.

What's the saying? "You can't ever go home again." I find that to be very true. There are still streets that I dare not walk near out of utter fear that I will run into Juka, Mana, or worse...

Memories, I am finding are my worst enemy. They hurt the most, and keep me from truly belonging here in my homeland. But then things like language barriers and just unfamiliarity with culture and land keeps France from being my home either.

You can never go home again...

Not to that house. No I can't go back there.

Funny... I feel more homeless right now then I did when I left Japan the first time.
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