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I suddenly feel lost amongst a group of friends. I'm somewhat drowning. I can't be myself. Out from the blues overwhelmed by a sudden gush of nostalgia and longing, I'm lost in speech not that I was trying to speak but neither did I want to. These thoughts came as often as the air pumped into my lungs. It kept me off-focused while driving, forgive me Nia, Frida, Emily and Meika(?) for being so reckless. I don't feel like doing work. I feel like dwelling in these unreal dreams till I fall into slumber. Although my limbs feel dead, responsibilities and promises have to be kept.
Nonetheless, I had a fruitful week. Many great awesome thanks to Skooid (for running with me to 'almost' finish the TM errands) and Emily (for accompanying me shopping for clothes to wear in the office). Love you both heaps!
Central worship is always a look-forward to because I enjoy the Praise and Worship explicitly. Our Lifeline Music Ministry is so awesome (not-to-mention the new drummer)!! I screwed up the projection but what the heck, at least 70% of the time people should be closing their eyes in worship. Anyway, great energy exerting from Adrian's inspiring talk about being a disciple of Jesus through Mary's example. Proceeded with mamak session which we conquered the entire air-con room with 8 tables streamed together with noisy peeps yakking away on both sides.
The next day I went to Jusco and got myself a pair of long-sleeved shirts (brown and red) for only RM 25 each! Yeay! Fyi, Sunway Pyramid's new wing looks really really cool. Rushed to SFX for Life Mass presided by Father Albert and Father Simon. Always a pleasure to see the hilarious face expressions of Father Simon (how could you not?). Crashed the Mooncake party organized by SFX before leaving for home. Singing classic, jiwang, hindi songs along the way made the journey so much more enriching in fellowship. And now back to my thoughts.
I never felt this way before, everything that I do, reminds me of you...When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you