if you could understand...

[chachacharlie]

i dont think i ever told enough people how much they meant to me. given my circumstances, given your circumstances, i think we were all the best things that could have ever happened to eachother. do you ever wonder what things would be like had certain people never crossed your path? all the laughs you would never have, all the kisses you would

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[hallowedground]

I don't have a hard time understanding you...you're awesome Char you really really are. I wish you could know that impact that you had in my life. I think about it and I just kinda smile...I laugh at the fact that I haven't known you for like the longest time you know? we didn't grow up together or anything, but summer of 03 was the best...and you made it the best. I had a fucken wonderful time just chillin at your house, you introduced me to bands and movies I never imagined to even tolerate. I remember watching 'Secretary' with you...haha.
like i mentioned before you really have no idea how much i think about you, and how much i think about the times we've shared:
Shoestring was always fun, remember when we had to promote at some motorcross show and I was wearin my "please kill me" shirt...and this one drunk guy thought it said "please kiss me"
And remember hangin out at matts house, and calling his dog gay...his dog was cute.
Oh Oh Oh! and remember that everytime we went to a show you were excited about, i would get sick and just feel like poo. and everytime i was excited about a show, you would end up feelin like poo. Especially when I really wanted to see Nekromantix, and you were feelin just awful? I was kinda bummed, but now I just laugh...
Oh my gah and remember when we went to see the Blood Brothers and they didn't have a place to spend the night, and you offered them your futton? We even asked your mom and everything, they would have stayed if it weren't for the damn 50,000 people they brought with them.
Anyway I guess the point is that I do miss you...and I am constantly bummed at the fact that neither you or I have the time to just chill. Do you think it's possible to take a class together next semester? Other than more of the basics, I"m takin a philosophy class if you're interested.
holla back...