Feb 19, 2005 22:37
anyways, having the flu is fun. especially after having a cold, a bacterial infection, what we think to have been food poisoning (dont ever eat at mcdonald's, i'm being serious), and now the flu. all of this within the last three weeks. on top of that i stress myself out because of mike and all this other crap going on. i started to clench or grind my teeth at night. i dont know which, but my jaw is killing me now. my mom said that doing that is a sign of stress. i guess i am pretty stressed. i dont know. just found out that the batteries to my camera that mike lost are $8.99 not counting shipping and handling. if my mom finds out he lost them i will be killed. she's going to have to find out though, because you can only get them online, and that requires a credit card meaning HER credit card. ughh. today i went to the spca, for really no reason at all. it makes me happy that they don't put the animals to sleep anymore. it also made me happy to see that most of them were on hold or being adopted. one of these days i'm just going to donate like $100 to the spca, just because. that will be when i can afford to do that though. peta sent me this letter and it talked about all this animal experimentation that goes on. i think that is the stupidest and meanest thing in the world. i cant believe someone could have the heart to take a bunny and put it in this headlocking thing and smearing random chemicals in its eyes to see what affect it would have. and i didnt know this, but rabbits dont have tear ducts like we do, so it cant get the stuff out of its eyes. i seriously read this stuff and almost started crying. people can be freaking cruel. if i was a millionare, i would seriously donate so much money to help animals out. but i know that as soon as i have an extra $100, i'm going to the spca and donating it. i also wish i could become a vegetarian. that would be so hard. i have to have my chicken nuggets and hamburgers. if boca burgers taste good (i dont know if they do or not) i would definitely switch. i really don't know why all of the sudden all of this concerns me, but it does. i just can't wait to get my puppy. i need that extra companionship and a dog will always be there, no matter what. i was watching sweet 16, and if i ever start acting like any of them, please kill me. they blow so much money on stupid stuff, it's ridiculous. now i know i spend money on dumb things too, but watching them made me realize that i do have it pretty good and i dont have to be snobby about it. no, i'm not rich, but i'm not poor either. okay this is getting long. good day.