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Jul 21, 2006 02:10

well ladies and gentlemen, I just threw myself out there.
I sent jamie a message asking if he wanted to hang for a little on sunday.
I know he has read it by now because of when he last updated his status and when I sent the message.
So its either two things:
1.) he is thinking about it. Which I hope he is
or
2.) he has chosen not to answer and therefore telling me that he doesn't want to see me

but the last time I sent him a message, he replied back within a decent time. So really, either of these is still the case.

We spent the whole summer talking every single day despite the miles. I feel like that two and a half months we spent deserves me to ask him this.

I hope I get a reply tomorrow. I just want a reply. I just want to know. I don't want to be left wondering.
If anything would happen with him and I again, we would need to start from scratch and build our own history and foundation with me actually being there.

A part of me is scared.
I obviously do not have the same feelings for him as I used to, but I still do have feelings for him. He is a wonderful guy and I would be honored to stand by his side as his girl, but all I can do is wait and see.
If I do not get an answer tomorrow, then I will text him on saturday just to make sure that he got it.
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