Oct 11, 2006 01:30
this friday will be friday the thirteenth! i'm so excited to see if anything bad actually happens. hopefully nothing that trajedic.
college is getting to me, well it HAS been getting to me but i cannot slack off because this= the rest of mu life and thats pretty serious to me. so i need to sign up for SATs either as soon as i get my credit card or as soon as my dad can, whichever is sooner. i have a math test tomorrow. im feeling tremendously stressed and i cant wait till the stresses of getting into college or long gone and im happy and secure. thats what i need, definite security. life is so unstable if you really think about it. anything can happen at any time. there are very very few things that you can control, and the funny thing now that i think about it, is that those are like the big things that become problems this day and age for example pregnancy, drugs, weight issues,learning, debt (most of the time). its actually pretty crazy to think of. maybe people should take that into consideration and control the few things they can control. i think i will start to do that. i mean most of those things dont affect me. but i bet they will at some point in life and this way i have a heads up remembering that i control it, it doesnt control me. good job katleen.
so this was a strange entry. i hate writing entries because i havent written in a long time, this was one of those