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tonigth was the last night. im glad i had friends there to see it, even though i didnt get voted for anything tonight. but it was the last night which is always sad, even though it didnt really hit me until i was leaving emily's cast party and i had to really hug these people and say goodbye because there's a good chance i wont see them in a long time. it sux when you get close to people and then its just like ok im gonna leave for a really long time now, bye bye.
Drood was such a good learning experience for me and so many people think its like the best show we've ever done which feels really nice to hear. i cant wait to be doing another show and feeling the same rush that you do right before the curtain opens and you have to be in character.
i hate it when you get your hopes up about something basically unatainable but maybe possible in your head but then in the end its still unatainable anyway, its such a letdown and depressing thing. hopefully things will only get happier from here. joyous occasions and stuff, i have mixed feelings about returning to school. im setting goals too. i want to be in rising stars at school this year and im Determined to get into the fucking play for my senior year cuz i cannot let laguardia make me think that im not as talented as i am becuase they didnt cast me in their other fuckin show. im excited for the next rrs season too. and im excited for the good things that are yet to come to me because ive waited ever so patientlyn (well not really patiently but im still waiting).
filipp brought me roses today, it was really really sweet of him and completely unexpected. nice surprises are always appreciated.
i think i have an infection in my belly button ring, this will make me die if i fucking do...ugh i never get out of a problem do i
Drood was such a good learning experience for me and so many people think its like the best show we've ever done which feels really nice to hear. i cant wait to be doing another show and feeling the same rush that you do right before the curtain opens and you have to be in character.
i hate it when you get your hopes up about something basically unatainable but maybe possible in your head but then in the end its still unatainable anyway, its such a letdown and depressing thing. hopefully things will only get happier from here. joyous occasions and stuff, i have mixed feelings about returning to school. im setting goals too. i want to be in rising stars at school this year and im Determined to get into the fucking play for my senior year cuz i cannot let laguardia make me think that im not as talented as i am becuase they didnt cast me in their other fuckin show. im excited for the next rrs season too. and im excited for the good things that are yet to come to me because ive waited ever so patientlyn (well not really patiently but im still waiting).
filipp brought me roses today, it was really really sweet of him and completely unexpected. nice surprises are always appreciated.
i think i have an infection in my belly button ring, this will make me die if i fucking do...ugh i never get out of a problem do i