May 15, 2006 20:22
things have been..out of the norm i guess lately. some things are good..some not so good. i hung out with my love today. we fell asleep together which i love to do. it was much fun. not too much has been happening lately. i wish it would stop raining. although i do like the rain...i get tired of it after a whole week. but i will be going up north this saturday. i can't wait. i can finally get away, to somewhere beautiful. i love it up north. i will just miss him..i wish he would come with me. i can't wait till im older..till i can finally leave. i feel trapped here..and all i ever do is dream about feeling free, where i really wish i could be right now. living a new life...but all i ever do is dream...other than that...i've also been really confused and torn these past few days, like im doing something wrong..but i want more...
::i miss your lips, i miss the feeling::