same old same old pretty much
my cousin's getting better by the day, she's no where near 100% but she's come a long way from being in a coma. my aunt and uncle were allowed to take her home for the weekend, i think it was to help stimulate her to get back to normal, and remember what her life was like, that sorta thing. i don't know.
i talked to dean a couple days ago for the first time in like a year, literally. we got past "what's up? nothin" which was our usual cut off point for conversation, but it was like it used to be with long pauses and the whole convo felt forced. whatever. if he wants to talk to me, i'll talk to him, if not then, whatever. you know who i haven't talked to in a while, peter. you guys don't know who that is, he's an online friend of mine, i actually can't remember how we started talking, something with a private message on GJ but i can't remember why. well anyway, he and i have good convos, and i miss that, they only really happen once every so often. i also miss talking to emmanuel, from school.
the kittens were 4 weeks old on friday. i can't believe how much they've grown. Ameerah's (the little mama) being a real bitch though to the other cats and DiDi (my dog). i know she's just being protective but still. Patches could care less about her or the kittens, all he ever does is ignore her. but then tonight she just goes after him, and it took my mom and i about 10 minutes to get him outside and away from her. she was drenched though cause i sprayed her with so much water to try to get her away from him. and then last night she attacked DiDi. now you guys know my dog is ancient. she's blind, deaf, has arthritis, plus a degenerative nerve disorder, so she can't really do much. unfortunately the kittens were in this box and the were climbing out of it as she was going by, and tripped over one of them and fell into the box. then Ameerah starts attacking her, and when DiDi falls she needs help getting up, so she couldn't do anything but sit there and take it. my mom got scratched pretty bad getting Ameerah off her. i'm just worried that even after the kittens are gone, things aren't gonna get better, cause as it is the other cats either have to stay outside, in the living room or upstairs, or risk getting attacked. so most of the time they're outside, and i hate that. i don't know. yes i'm aware this is boring, but it's my journal, i can write what i want.
i think that's about all i want to write. i'm tired. it's been an exhausting day. ja ne.
i talked to dean a couple days ago for the first time in like a year, literally. we got past "what's up? nothin" which was our usual cut off point for conversation, but it was like it used to be with long pauses and the whole convo felt forced. whatever. if he wants to talk to me, i'll talk to him, if not then, whatever. you know who i haven't talked to in a while, peter. you guys don't know who that is, he's an online friend of mine, i actually can't remember how we started talking, something with a private message on GJ but i can't remember why. well anyway, he and i have good convos, and i miss that, they only really happen once every so often. i also miss talking to emmanuel, from school.
the kittens were 4 weeks old on friday. i can't believe how much they've grown. Ameerah's (the little mama) being a real bitch though to the other cats and DiDi (my dog). i know she's just being protective but still. Patches could care less about her or the kittens, all he ever does is ignore her. but then tonight she just goes after him, and it took my mom and i about 10 minutes to get him outside and away from her. she was drenched though cause i sprayed her with so much water to try to get her away from him. and then last night she attacked DiDi. now you guys know my dog is ancient. she's blind, deaf, has arthritis, plus a degenerative nerve disorder, so she can't really do much. unfortunately the kittens were in this box and the were climbing out of it as she was going by, and tripped over one of them and fell into the box. then Ameerah starts attacking her, and when DiDi falls she needs help getting up, so she couldn't do anything but sit there and take it. my mom got scratched pretty bad getting Ameerah off her. i'm just worried that even after the kittens are gone, things aren't gonna get better, cause as it is the other cats either have to stay outside, in the living room or upstairs, or risk getting attacked. so most of the time they're outside, and i hate that. i don't know. yes i'm aware this is boring, but it's my journal, i can write what i want.
i think that's about all i want to write. i'm tired. it's been an exhausting day. ja ne.