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well the rest of the week has gone pretty good. danielle's party was fun. i got to meet her boyfriend and a lot of her other friends. one of her friends kinda reminds me of kevin which is weird/cool/scary. but because she was outside all day in the rain stting up she now has a cold. and then today i went swimming which was fun. oh and i've discovered yet another reason why i can't have a relationship with a guy i like (well actully 2 new reasons)...one reason is the guy is too young and another reason is that i'm never gonna see him again. the new guy i like is only 3 years younger than me but its kinda weird cause i'm gonna be a junior and he's going into 8th grade. so maybe in another year. and i've known him for a while but i just recently got to spend some time with him and i started to like him. and the other part of my curse is coming true...i had a little crush on him for like a week, finally told myself that i couldn't have him (at least not yet) and now today we became really good friends. WTF! i'm starting to get more and more friends that way, i like them, realize i can't have them, we become friends. its really confusing but that's always what happens. i'm still trying to figure out if its good or bad that that happens. i'm turning into one of those girls that starts liking every guy she meets. but its not every guy so i guess that's a bit better. i've just been meeting a lot of guys that i like for some reason. and just in case you wanted to know...i just spent the last two hours having a conversation with my brother through IMing and he's right upstairs. that's kinda sad. but what's really sad is that its the best conversation that we have ever had and is also probably the best converstion we will ever have. grr... ok well i'm going now. i'm gonna put the list of reasons why i can't have a relationship with guys i like and a list of the guys i've started liking recently and then realized it would never work so you can look it you want. and sorry if it seemed like i was whining cause that's not how it was meant. i needed to vent so i figured this was a good place to do that. ja ne.
Why I can't have relationships with guys I like:
1. they don't like me the same way (which generally leads to the line "i like you but not that way". i hate that line)
2. they're to old for me
3. they have a girlfriend
4. they're gay
5. they're to young for me
6. i'll never see them again
and here's a list of the guys i started liking recently and why i realized it wouldn't work:
1. darren (gay and to old for me)
2. franky (gay and to old for me)
3. fred (to old for me and has a girlfriend)
4. josh...i met him at daniel's party but i'll probably never see him again (there was another guy at that party that was pretty cool but i can't remember his name and i'll probably never see him again either)
5. john...who i've known for a while but just started liking him and finally had to tell myself he was to young for me. but now we're friends.
Why I can't have relationships with guys I like:
1. they don't like me the same way (which generally leads to the line "i like you but not that way". i hate that line)
2. they're to old for me
3. they have a girlfriend
4. they're gay
5. they're to young for me
6. i'll never see them again
and here's a list of the guys i started liking recently and why i realized it wouldn't work:
1. darren (gay and to old for me)
2. franky (gay and to old for me)
3. fred (to old for me and has a girlfriend)
4. josh...i met him at daniel's party but i'll probably never see him again (there was another guy at that party that was pretty cool but i can't remember his name and i'll probably never see him again either)
5. john...who i've known for a while but just started liking him and finally had to tell myself he was to young for me. but now we're friends.