FR V. // HERBEST SECOND QUARTER*
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NORTH YOUNG WOMEN. I FED THEM BY DEAD FISH BEHIND HIS BACK. YOUNG CHICKS WERE SWALLOWING TAILS OF FISHES BEHIND HIS BACK. WE LOVED TO LIE ABOUT DEAD FISHES AND IT WS PRETTY SICKENING. THEY SICKENED. AND FISHER HAS TRIED TO FIND OUT HOW THEY FEEL. SURE, I LOVED HIM. I PICKED HIS EYE OUT AND WE WERE MARRIED. SO WE WERE GOING OUT TOGETHER AGAIN. WE HAD DINNER IN OUR HOUSE OVERLOOKING THE NORTH SEA. IT CHEATED ME. I `LL PROBABLY LEAVE IT. I DESPERATELY NEED IT. NO BIG DEAL TO DO IT, BUT FISHER WILL NOT APPROVE IT. I `VE SAVED UP SOME MONEY AND IN 4 DAYS I AM GOING TO LEAVE HIM. I FUCKED UP TO EAT DEAD FISHES. I HEARD SOMEBODY BELIEVE THAT IT IS SO STRANGE PLACE TO LIVE. TO LIVE IN JARVI. I WAS HITTING YOUNG SLUTS, I `M OBSCENE BITCH. I SO BADLY BEHAVED. I NEED MORE. I DESPERATELY NEED MORE CHEMISTRY .
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