100 facts about me: Meli made me do it
Meli made me do this:
1. My real name is Natalie not yayi...
2. I sometimes feel like I have no one in this world
3. BFF is an understatment to me
4. I'm scared that I wont accomplish anything in my life
5. I'm supposed to be a junior
6. I skipped a grade
7. Flowers make me happy
8. Somewhere along the line I fell for my bestfriend
9. I know I hurt alot of people due to it
10. I'm sorry Carlos & Cassy
11. I hate drama!
12. It tends to follow me everywhere
13. I'm confused about my future
14. I dont know if I want to become a nurse
15. I dont think I'll get into any college
16. I dont care what anyone says
17. I'm fat
18. I have thought 'bout suicide
19. I went through w/ it
20. My stomach got pumped
21. I thought about it again afterwards
22. I dont want to turn out to be like my mother
23. I feel like a horrible person
24. I dont think I love her
25. Alcohol is my anti-drug
26. I feel emotionally abused
27. I can count the people I trust w/ 1 hand
28. Eric is the one person I know I can always run too
29. Even though I hardly do it
30. I bottle up my feelings inside
31. It gets to a point where I explode
32. People like to talk shit about me
33. Might as well give them something to talk about
34. I dont regret losing my virginity to him
35. I regret losing it at such a young age
36. I miss certain people from my past
37. I wish I could go back to freshman year
38. I'd say hello
39. I'm A.D.H.D
40. Driving relaxes me
41. I tend to release my emotions often
42. I wish people would take time to get to know the real me
43. I lack confidence
44. No one knows everything about me
45. I've learned alot bout myself in high school
46. Most of it I thank Carlos for
47. I've become good friends w/ an enemy
48. It went back to being an enemy
49. Cheerleading was my passion at one point
50. I love being in long relationships
51. My father left me when I was 2
52. I recently found out he's been w/ my step-mom for 17 yrs
53. I'm 17
54. I hate him for that
55. Havent seen him since xmas
56. I miss my "Lets stay home and talk" nights w/ Meli
57. I'm scared of opening up to people
58. I miss Jorge
59. I want to move away
60. UM rejected me
61. It was my dream school
62. Roxie is my world
63. I've known 2 of my friends since pre-k 3
64. I'm still tight w/ them until date
65. I thought Jaysen was a big part of me
66. He wasn't
67. I wish I would've never fought over him
68. Coy....
69. He talked alot of shit
70. I dont regret him
71. I dont think I'm pretty
72. My self-esteem has its ups & major downs
73. I dont know where I would be w/o my aunts
74. Death seems like the right way at times
75. I was born dead
76. Sometimes wish they would've kept me that way
77. I hate it when people dump their problems on me
78. But I'm always here to listen
79. I feel out of place with my friends
80. It sometimes feel like I'm in a crowded room full of people
81. Everyone is talking shit about me
82. I want to leave Miami
83. I wish he could just take me away
84. I cry myself to sleep
85. I did it last night
86. Tonight will probably be the same
87. I sometimes miss Carlos' friendship
88. If I could start over I would've never gotten w/ him
89. I feel the same bout Cassy's friendship
90. Things happen for a reason
91. I was anorexic
92. I had a panic attack led by anorexia
93. I think about doing it again at times
94. No one wants me & eric to make it
95. We will
96. I fear I'll do something I regret
97. I feel lost
98. I need help
99. Life is getting better & easier
100. Thats it for now...
edited:
101. I love jewlery
102. I have a fiance
103. I cheated on Carlos
104. NOT w/ Eric
105. I forgive
106. I never forget
107. I want to travel
108. London is my first stop
109. I have a fetish for bathing suits//purses
110. I have 12+ bathing suits
111. Coach is love
113. I keep my friends close
114. Keep my enemies closer
115. I always listen
116. Even though it seems like I'm not
117. I hate my birthday
118. Never had a good one
119. Therefore I never celebrate it
120. Eric & Jorge made my 17th a good one
121. I want to get married in Disney World
122. I miss the neighboor & the neighboor's friend
123. I know Melissa will laugh after reading 122
124. Grey's Anatomy complete's me
125.I'm done for real now