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I don't even know if anyone uses this shit anymore...but I need to vent or somethin and it's 4am so nobody's up. I miss her. So fucking much. It's been about a year and I still cannot get her out of my head. What the fuck? Either she put a curse on me, or I'm eventually destined to be with her. Most likely the second one. But I don't know what the fuck I'm thinking because apparently she has a 'fiance' or some shit and like a fuckin baby? Either way I honestly think we were put on this planet to end up together. I have dated a shitload since then and nobody has made me feel like she did. As hard as it all is to admit, I'm sick of fuckin hiding it. I've improved my life so much in the last year and I want so bad to share all of it with her. Oh well, all I can hope is that one day.. she might stop being stubborn and she will realize that we were eachother's first loves and I truly loved her more than anyone ever could.