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Im so so proud at how great my art party turned out tonight!!
I had such a fucking brilliant time.
I found my circle of female inspiration in charlotte.
I love you all and thanks so much for coming and keeping me such amazing creative, artistic, productive company.
Thank you Nate and Ryan aswell, for stopping by and making me laugh really hard, per usual.
Since last night I have gotten almost 3 pieces of artwork done. They have all taken about 4-5 hours a piece. Its crazy, I never used to take this long to make a piece of art, I was so used to having 1.5 hours or less in a CLASS PERIOD to finish one project. Its so much better to do it all on your own time, and spend as much time as you want on certain areas, and take time to look at the piece before you bombard it with paint and a brush. I love independant art work so much more than school [art]work, but I still want to go back to school for art. I want to learn new things and new ways to do the things Im doing in my art work now, it makes so much sense.
Im making an art portfolio to get into art school [in the future[just a start]] and Im also going to go to a couple art stores on thursday to apply and I will have it to show it to them.
I have a job interview at East City Tavern to be a waitress, and that place is always packed, and its expensive. And its also right beside my favorite tanning salon. My best friend Chris set me up with the interview and told me they needed 4 waitressing spots for the holidays and afterwards, and he recommended me and got me reffered with one of the current employees. He sells to the boss aswell, and he told him about me and I think I have the job.
I just need to get my resume printed, my computer is fucked. I probably need to go to kinkos.
So my birthday is now in 4 days.
I get a facial/mani/pedi in 3 days and my hair will be blonde in a week.
I even get to get my hair curled every other week, professionally.
I decided tonight, for my party, I either want to have a masquerade ball party, or a themed prom party. It will be on the 15th, a Saturday I believe, or the 18th of December, maybe even the weekend after that so I can celebrate with Melissa for her birthday which is on the 20th. It will be close & wanted friends only, of course... I just need help thinking and deciding which one of the two would be the best idea, and getting everything planned out and organized for when the time comes. Anyone wanna help? It sounds like a lot of fun to me, Im actually rather excited. Im inviting my new neighbors. :] Helppp!?
I feel like I have been freaking out lately because of my birthday, too. I dont know why, maybe because this past year I learned soo so much and grew up so much so fastly. I truely loved every moment of this year, rough times, and great times. I think the age 18 has been the best year of my life yet, and Im so proud to be able to say that. Live and learn is right, never underestimate that phrase.
For Christmas presents this year I have decided to make everyone personalized care packages.
Im rather excited about it. Ill include things like Art supplies, Art, Personalized cards, Mix cds, Records, Knick Knacks, Collectibles, etc. Im pretty stoked!
Tonight someone said something that made everything in my head snap together. It was true in every way possible. I really wont be there trying to help you get better day to day & forever. Then, of course, immediately after that I began to worry about you. I wish I could, I want to, I dont want anything to happen to you, but I need to worry about myself right now over anyone else, I am in a point in my life where Im changing more than I ever have, and its for the better, so I dont want to fuck it up. I hope you get better, I really do. You have so much potential, Ive always told you that. And you are so smart and talented. Put it to use, please just put it to use. Try as hard as you can to keep yourself busy with that shit, really it will help you so much. it will be so much easier to fight the urges of addiction when you have something else on your mind coming to you every 5 seconds because youve been working on it for extended amounts of time, and youre in the middle of working on it and its come such a long way and you dont want to stop, etc....
Think about it.
THINK ABOUT LIFE.
Think about EVERYTHING!
Everything is a circle.
Everything, EVERYTHING is a mother fucking CIRCLE.
Im buying tarot cards and scented oils and candles and books about astrology this weekend. Today I had my future read to me and it was such a reality check. It made me want to back up my fucking title to life being that everything IS A MOTHERFUCKING circle.
This weekend I also want to get a circle tattooed on me by Kaylyssa, set up an EBAY account, Go look for shit in thrifter shops, and just relax, mentally, physically, etc. Im really excited for my spa day, Ive never had one before, I think I deserve it. I feel like I deserve it, at least.
My plans for tomorrow include
Rearranging, and finishing decorating my new room!
Drink hot cocoa and make oven baked smores.
Paint, draw, doodle, color, etc
If you want to hang out, just call me.
Or better yet, suprise me!
Im going to get back to making s'more art pieces.
talk soon-
xo-
christine