May 04, 2006 21:28
The least you could is say "Oh, that's nice."
Not list off all my fucking faults. Yeah, i screwed up. Yay, I'm a failure in your eyes.
Who. Fucking. Cares.
I already got the point, that I don't have your support for the future. I got that the first fucking time you said it. I don't need my face cut open, the fact lodged in, then lemons, then salt.
I would have liked a small bit of positiveness. I think it's a FUCKING MIRACLE that I thought that up.
So screw the hell off.
I don't need you taking your anger out on me dad. And you know what? Because I thought of this, it doesn't matter anymore.
So stop being jealous that I'm smarter than you, and have pushed farther than you ever did, you ineducated anger filled bastard.
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Stop thinking I'll make mistakeslike you. Because you know what? I'm not like you. At all. Not even remotely.
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The only thing that doesn't make me feel better, is that I know you're also computer illiterate, and won't read this. Bastard.
Four months to go.
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Edit: My apologies to people who disagree with the language used. I'm just... angry. Again. Different kind of anger this time though.