4 more days....
Till I'm back at ISU with my favorite ESA girlies!!!! School can't come at a better time. Got a lot on my mind, and don't really wanna deal with it right now. This deployment decided it went to slow down to snail speed....we're in the 40's now..I can make it!! I dunno....guess I've just realized a lot about me and others this summer and realized what I need to do to make myself happy. I'm done making others happy cause I'm not happy most of the time. I need to put myself in front every once in awhile. All I know right now I wanna get involved with ESA like there is no tomorrow and I can't wait to see Dan...I want a hug, a real one....and it's going to be the best feeling in the world. I can't wait. Less then 2 months :)
This whole entry is so random...I'm sorry. I just have a lot on my mind and it's not even organizable..so it's all over the place. I'm sorry if I may seem "outa it" or "different" the 1st couple weeks or so, but I need to figure out how to make myself happy...cause right now it's not there.
This whole entry is so random...I'm sorry. I just have a lot on my mind and it's not even organizable..so it's all over the place. I'm sorry if I may seem "outa it" or "different" the 1st couple weeks or so, but I need to figure out how to make myself happy...cause right now it's not there.