survive
today is one of the days that i just need to survive. i am trying so hard to hold myself together and stay composed. but it is building up. i am so scared. i am so lost. i am so deflated. what do you do when you are stuck in this corner, where there is no where to go? right now i am in the fetal position in that corner. praying that i can survive and gain enough strength to even stand up. all i want is to be where i was yesterday. how can so many bad things happen in 3 hours? how am i going to make it through the night?