this weekend
this was a pretty shitty weekend. first off, i probably failed the two exams that i had, one on friday and one on saturday. both in the two classes that i am doing really crappy in. so that sucked. and the one on saturday was from 1215-1535, but i only stayed until 1430. so after that i decided that i needed to get out. however, all of my friends went to this party that i was not invited too. and my other best friend went to nyc for the night. so basically no one was around for me to go out with. so anyways, i ended up going to borders and spent like an hour looking at books and finally got one for my trip home. then i ran into michaels and bought some string for something that i was making. then i saw chris obrien and he offered me a ride back to school. so we ran down to subway real quick and he brought me back to school.
so then i ate my dinner, and my roommate was just leaving when i got back to go to dinner, so i was all alone. so i finished my dinner and surfed the net and was just totally bored. so i decided to watch dirty dancing. then i didnt know what to do after that was over. so i ended up cleaning out all of my desk drawers and throwing shit away that i decided i didnt need. and re-organizing and everyhing. and then i moved on to the drawers below my rack. i cleaned all of them and then rearranged everything in them too. (due remember that this was a saturday night at like 8). so when i was done all that i popped in another movie at like 9 and watched all of that. by 11pm i had then put the italian job on and fell asleep watching it.
i guess this is just a preview of what is going to happen when i go home. i have like one friend still at home, so i will mostly be hanging out with my family, and then we are going on a week long trip to boston to go house hunting. so when my parents move to boston i wont have any friends around at all.
it just sucks to be left out of things all of the time. granted i am really not allowed to hang out with one of my best friends due to all the shitty rules around here, but my other friends never seem to want to do anything with me either, or we are too busy to see eachother.
i guess i am just throwing myself a pity party here, but i am so sick of being left out of things. this is how it was in high school, and i thought that college might be different, but i guess i was wrong. i dont know. it just sucks to be alone all the time.
whatever...
so then i ate my dinner, and my roommate was just leaving when i got back to go to dinner, so i was all alone. so i finished my dinner and surfed the net and was just totally bored. so i decided to watch dirty dancing. then i didnt know what to do after that was over. so i ended up cleaning out all of my desk drawers and throwing shit away that i decided i didnt need. and re-organizing and everyhing. and then i moved on to the drawers below my rack. i cleaned all of them and then rearranged everything in them too. (due remember that this was a saturday night at like 8). so when i was done all that i popped in another movie at like 9 and watched all of that. by 11pm i had then put the italian job on and fell asleep watching it.
i guess this is just a preview of what is going to happen when i go home. i have like one friend still at home, so i will mostly be hanging out with my family, and then we are going on a week long trip to boston to go house hunting. so when my parents move to boston i wont have any friends around at all.
it just sucks to be left out of things all of the time. granted i am really not allowed to hang out with one of my best friends due to all the shitty rules around here, but my other friends never seem to want to do anything with me either, or we are too busy to see eachother.
i guess i am just throwing myself a pity party here, but i am so sick of being left out of things. this is how it was in high school, and i thought that college might be different, but i guess i was wrong. i dont know. it just sucks to be alone all the time.
whatever...