We need sandbuckets
I think I am on this earth as an experiment. I love so much but I get beaten down. I never find happiness as hard as I look. I want to be happy. I latch onto people and try to depend on them to make me feel safe. I know I cant handle life when I dont feel safe. The unsafe situations I have been put in for 30+ years makes me crave for someone to shelter me.
I want to make a huge impact on everyones lives. I want to make everyone that hurts feel cared for so nobody has to sit through the fucked up shit that I've had to. Enough of this bullshit.
The Weatherdude says tomorrow is suppose to be about 112 degrees. I love it.
I think I will take 2 year old to Santa Cruz so we can play in the sand.
Fun stuff.
Starbucks has been limited to once a week in order to help my stabbing knife pains in my kidneys.
It has helped. Now I have to quit being selfish and drink more water. I hate water. I am so unhealthy and im tired 99% of the time.
Wish me luck as I need it. I at least got to the point and admitted to myself that it is all just awful and poisonous. I feel pain. I have pain. I am now use to pain. Can someone give me a never forgetting orgasm?
Thanks
Toodles
I want to make a huge impact on everyones lives. I want to make everyone that hurts feel cared for so nobody has to sit through the fucked up shit that I've had to. Enough of this bullshit.
The Weatherdude says tomorrow is suppose to be about 112 degrees. I love it.
I think I will take 2 year old to Santa Cruz so we can play in the sand.
Fun stuff.
Starbucks has been limited to once a week in order to help my stabbing knife pains in my kidneys.
It has helped. Now I have to quit being selfish and drink more water. I hate water. I am so unhealthy and im tired 99% of the time.
Wish me luck as I need it. I at least got to the point and admitted to myself that it is all just awful and poisonous. I feel pain. I have pain. I am now use to pain. Can someone give me a never forgetting orgasm?
Thanks
Toodles